Omigosh~

I simply dun understand why some people can be so ridiculous and be so free to gossip abt others in their blog. Neglected by bf? too many time on hand to spare instead? Mayb shld go shopping for some kinda of leash instead and stop giving my fren problem! Jz wanna blah blah blah…bear wib it everybody. hehe~

Wheeeeee~~~~

Yeah..finally can g0 for holidays le. Finally went to do my passport after it was lost for 2yrs. l0lx. I reali can procrastinate. Guess wad? Im flying off on thurs morn 6am and the earliest i can collect my passport is on wed. Im pro..aint i? haha.. Being very isolated lately. Dun feel like gg anywhere. Shito..wad happen? Mayb i jz wants some quiet and peaceful days. Dun wanna hear any l0ud music either. And even my f0ne is very co-operative. It jz seldom rang. ‘Things tat u f0cus expand in life’ Tats wad my bebe told me. i totali agree. n0w my sms-es are mainly mj jioing smses. l0lx..wad happen t0 th0se ‘drink t0nite?’, ‘DF?’. They are g0ne and im pretty please with it. I still love an ice cold beer on a hot nite, 0r a glass of martell every now and then but to0 much can be sickening. haha..I dun0 how long tis sickening feeling for liq0ur will last but let fate decides. =)

1st post of 2009..Its a new year and definitely a new start. Im already loving everything of 2009. as in up to date..i sincerely pray tat tis feeling will nv leave me, and i will do wadeva i can to preserve this feel. =) Wish me luck ba. alth0ugh i dun reali noe wad the future will be AGAIN. Of c0z i totali understand the risk inv0lved. But if i dun gib myself any chance, its a dead end, isnt it? Imagine it took me 10 mths b4 i dare to believe. Im definitely amazed by the determinati0n and perseverance. I remembered when i was much y0unger like abt 12 years old. Me and 5 other youngs gers had tis motto ‘Listen t0 y0ur heart and proceed with perseverance’ After 14 years, im still following tis motto. PROUD! l0lx…

Sometimes, its not tat im unwilling t0 listen t0 my heart, im jz afraid of being hurt once again. Self-defence hab a lighter sentence right? In numerlogy, my life path number is 2. which is stronger in analyzing. However i find myself more rationale when it comes to other’s situati0n. and im always a t0tal lost when it comes to my own problem. well..humans are emotional animals, m0reover im a female counterpart. Its always jz a thin line between rati0nale and emoti0nal. i will learn t0 cross the line this year. =) Happy new year!

1st post of 2009..Its a new year and definitely a new start. Im already loving everything of 2009. as in up to date..i sincerely pray tat tis feeling will nv leave me, and i will do wadeva i can to preserve this feel. =) Wish me luck ba. alth0ugh i dun reali noe wad the future will be AGAIN. Of c0z i totali understand the risk inv0lved. But if i dun gib myself any chance, its a dead end, isnt it? Imagine it took me 10 mths b4 i dare to believe. Im definitely amazed by the determinati0n and perseverance. I remembered when i was much y0unger like abt 12 years old. Me and 5 other youngs gers had tis motto ‘Listen t0 y0ur heart and proceed with perseverance’ After 14 years, im still following tis motto. PROUD! l0lx…

Sometimes, its not tat im unwilling t0 listen t0 my heart, im jz afraid of being hurt once again. Self-defence hab a lighter sentence right? In numerlogy, my life path number is 2. which is stronger in analyzing. However i find myself more rationale when it comes to other’s situati0n. and im always a t0tal lost when it comes to my own problem. well..humans are emotional animals, m0reover im a female counterpart. Its always jz a thin line between rati0nale and emoti0nal. i will learn t0 cross the line this year. =) Happy new year!

1st post of 2009..Its a new year and definitely a new start. Im already loving everything of 2009. as in up to date..i sincerely pray tat tis feeling will nv leave me, and i will do wadeva i can to preserve this feel. =) Wish me luck ba. alth0ugh i dun reali noe wad the future will be AGAIN. Of c0z i totali understand the risk inv0lved. But if i dun gib myself any chance, its a dead end, isnt it? Imagine it took me 10 mths b4 i dare to believe. Im definitely amazed by the determinati0n and perseverance. I remembered when i was much y0unger like abt 12 years old. Me and 5 other youngs gers had tis motto ‘Listen t0 y0ur heart and proceed with perseverance’ After 14 years, im still following tis motto. PROUD! l0lx…

Sometimes, its not tat im unwilling t0 listen t0 my heart, im jz afraid of being hurt once again. Self-defence hab a lighter sentence right? In numerlogy, my life path number is 2. which is stronger in analyzing. However i find myself more rationale when it comes to other’s situati0n. and im always a t0tal lost when it comes to my own problem. well..humans are emotional animals, m0reover im a female counterpart. Its always jz a thin line between rati0nale and emoti0nal. i will learn t0 cross the line this year. =) Happy new year!

1st post of 2009..Its a new year and definitely a new start. Im already loving everything of 2009. as in up to date..i sincerely pray tat tis feeling will nv leave me, and i will do wadeva i can to preserve this feel. =) Wish me luck ba. alth0ugh i dun reali noe wad the future will be AGAIN. Of c0z i totali understand the risk inv0lved. But if i dun gib myself any chance, its a dead end, isnt it? Imagine it took me 10 mths b4 i dare to believe. Im definitely amazed by the determinati0n and perseverance. I remembered when i was much y0unger like abt 12 years old. Me and 5 other youngs gers had tis motto ‘Listen t0 y0ur heart and proceed with perseverance’ After 14 years, im still following tis motto. PROUD! l0lx…

Sometimes, its not tat im unwilling t0 listen t0 my heart, im jz afraid of being hurt once again. Self-defence hab a lighter sentence right? In numerlogy, my life path number is 2. which is stronger in analyzing. However i find myself more rationale when it comes to other’s situati0n. and im always a t0tal lost when it comes to my own problem. well..humans are emotional animals, m0reover im a female counterpart. Its always jz a thin line between rati0nale and emoti0nal. i will learn t0 cross the line this year. =) Happy new year!

1st post of 2009..Its a new year and definitely a new start. Im already loving everything of 2009. as in up to date..i sincerely pray tat tis feeling will nv leave me, and i will do wadeva i can to preserve this feel. =) Wish me luck ba. alth0ugh i dun reali noe wad the future will be AGAIN. Of c0z i totali understand the risk inv0lved. But if i dun gib myself any chance, its a dead end, isnt it? Imagine it took me 10 mths b4 i dare to believe. Im definitely amazed by the determinati0n and perseverance. I remembered when i was much y0unger like abt 12 years old. Me and 5 other youngs gers had tis motto ‘Listen t0 y0ur heart and proceed with perseverance’ After 14 years, im still following tis motto. PROUD! l0lx…

Sometimes, its not tat im unwilling t0 listen t0 my heart, im jz afraid of being hurt once again. Self-defence hab a lighter sentence right? In numerlogy, my life path number is 2. which is stronger in analyzing. However i find myself more rationale when it comes to other’s situati0n. and im always a t0tal lost when it comes to my own problem. well..humans are emotional animals, m0reover im a female counterpart. Its always jz a thin line between rati0nale and emoti0nal. i will learn t0 cross the line this year. =) Happy new year!

Bye 2008~

2008 is cuming to an end. Looking back at the whole year, i realise tat time reali flies..Had many realisati0nssss during tis whole yr. went thru a fair bit of training to be a stronger Ice. The 1 thing i totali regret is tat i brought along emotions of 2007 along to 2008. Things tat shld be let g0 shld had been let go ages ago. Guess its the stubb0rn taurus inside me tats unwilling to do so. But after so many traumatising events, both the emotional and rational Ice finali came to an agreement. And YAH! i will bring along tis feeling wib me to 2009. To continue reminding myself not to repeat the same mistake.

U ppl reading 0ut ther must be guessing im referring to a failed r/s? Both yes and no. Coz it doesnt only applies to tat aspect. Ppl who know me well will know wad im trying to say. After all the struggles, its time to settle my ambiti0us self of wanting to win at all c0st. Trust me, its a high c0st to pay..haha~But im glad i did…

Tinking back to 2007 xmas. Horrible..haha..as usual..drink drank drunk den fall fell fallen. wad sia..Tis year i g0nna settle f0r sumting simple wib ppl i reali care. Dinner wib nels0n and hazey(alth0ugh i duno wher). Is it supp0sed to be a surprise. Well, 0ur dear prince will nv fail to surprise us. No doubt in tat. I totali hab no idea wib the countdown part. Mayb furama h0tel? l0lx..As for xmas dae itself, im gg shopping wib my bel0ved fren who promised to ‘build-a-bear’ for me. Im so in love with the latte teddy. Hehe..I promise to take gd care of him. Oso cant wait to see my coach bag. Hehe..thks..i love u~muackz! LOL….

Xmas wish of the year : My four leaves cl0ver will bring me countless $$LUCK$$ and i wont hab to shed tears on unnessasary event again.

p/s: thks hazey for the cute bear..i placed it in Jurong so tat u will feel nearer to him. haha..

Kopi sessi0n

Few nights ago, went over t0 JE to look f0r haze for kopi sessi0n..tok abt lotsa craps. Since tat nite, i had been reminising abt the past.. esp wind..oh g0sh..i simply miss tat plc. Last nite went for supper wib frens and its ‘wind-story-telling’ time again. to0 bad…haha~

Not forgetting….

“The worst thing a guy can do is to make u fall in love wib him and yet he is not there to catch the fall”

Love the above phrase..Definitely so true of this saying.. Or mayb i need to change my contact lens degree long ago. Haha. Cleo magazine ever mentioned tat think eyebrows attract lousy men. SO does LASIK improve my judgement for guys? If it does, i will go for it right NOW! l0lx…

How cum ther are no nice m0vies on screen now? Even The Coffin oso not tat nice. So pple, not tat i wanna engage myself in MJ, its jz the down period of movies screening. Haha..’Craps’

Im loving the peace in my life now. But it seems so scary c0z its usually so quiet b4 a st0rm. *prays to God* ‘Pls dun let any dark cl0uds hover ab0ve me, I dun wan a storm. I love the peace now.’

And I Miss u so…..*bleahz*

Confusi0n

After some communications, i suddenly can feel my heartbeat again..All along i t0t its g0ne.And silly me actuali t0t of giving u an0ther chance. Am i reali tat f0rgiving 0r u jz hab ur way wib my heart? U are s0 right wib saying tat u hab ur things tat need to be d0ne, u g0tta get ahead wib ur life with 0r with0ut me. Den why make a 3-point turn? Mayb im reali too selfish b4..expecting u t0 be there f0r me as and when i demand. Im sorri f0r not sparing a t0t for ur feeling when it cums to making of any decisi0n. Come to tink of it, am i reali tat bz to even spare u tat few hrs or am i plain selfish? pioritise frens den u? i hab my faults…if u didnt make the 1st m0ve and apologise, mayb i will nv admit tis. *except tat i did infr0nt of haze* haha…Wadeva it is, im so lost at tis juncti0n.

If oni we can turn back time or stop time, isnt tat wonderful? But we cant…=)

I was mentioning to haze tat i will f0rgive u if u put a 10k deposit wib me. In case u disappear again den i w0nt make any l0sses..LOLx…

I simple love and hate MCPs at the same time..If u reali wanna apologise, den do so graciously..why beat ard the bush to say a S-O-R-R-Y??? Mayb i shld jz be tat gd h0rsie and look ahead..furtherm0re, ‘U are late, Its cl0sed’ applies…

Verdict: Under Observation